It's a bit odd to say this, but being able to say about someone "I know I love you, and I know it never would have worked out" Is a bit promising, if not a bit saddening to say.

A small bit of self-reflection happened tonight while helping a friend with some possible problems he's having.

Huh... How to go about this so I can keep seven promises at once while still saying what's on my mind.

I guess the easiest way to put it is that I realized something about myself which relates to the woman I like. I'll admit, I've not had too many girlfriends. I'll also admit I've had quite a few crushes. One thing I noticed tonight though is that the girls who end up dating me (or vice versa, depending on how you look at it) are the ones who are most comfortable with their bodies but have little brain behind it. The ones I have crushes on are the ones with brains but are a bit more shy about themselves.

And the only reason I know this is because I found someone that's both smart and beautiful and I've been dating her for nearly 4 months now. This is the longest I've had a girlfriend, and it's because she's both that this is working for me. The girls I've dated that aren't smart I only dated for a month, mostly because I couldn't, and didn't want to, talk to them. The girl I could talk to I only dated for a month, and the entire time never felt like we were dating. And I'm pretty sure I've said this before. ah well though. the girl that I wanted to date, but shot me down, I've talked to her for hours. upon hours. upon hours. To say the least, my heart is hers. I know though that if we had ever dated it wouldn't have worked out. We still probably would have been friends afterwards, it just wouldn't have been the same. To be honest, now that I fully understand that idea, I'm thankful she said no. Which reminds me. I still need to come out and bother you sometime soon, and sorry I didn't come out this past week, but closing shifts are killer for visiting someone between 8:30 and 10

right, I was probably going to say more, but I forgot it. At least now though I know where my head is at, at least in this one area of life

http://www.playbill.com/news/article/108816.html

http://www.reuters.com/article/oddlyEnoughNews/idUSL1492003020070614?feedType=RSS

http://www.cbsnews.com/stories/2007/06/14/ap/strange/main2927465.shtml

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/americas/6749317.stm

http://arstechnica.com/news.ars/post/20070613-att-willing-to-spy-for-nsa-mpaa-and-riaa.html

And already I forgot the rules. Anyways, that was a slight bit of a reminder that I decided to stop existing in the blogging idea. So I might as well do something about that fact

Alright, so I've got nothing to report really. Father's day gave me a full stomach, and I got to meet Smokie, a cat my dad adopted in the winter. Then I got to have my feet licked alot.

My life is going... I can't say it's going bad or that it's going good. I know that there's one aspect of my life that is going great, and that would be with my girlfriend Ariel.

I still need to find some music. Wish I could remember what. Maybe next time I'm at karaoke I'll bring some paper and write down some of the possibilities. As for karaoke... well, I try to go monday nights with a bunch of friends, because it's not fun to go by yourself. Go to a place called the Green Mill. and it seems the person that runs it has no problem with me singing. Right... coulda worded that last sentence better, but really don't feel like it.

I'm too sexy = Easy to sing.

Right, normally I would post something here. Just not sure what song lyrics I would post, since I haven't worked on any stories for a while